Fallen

Hmm...
So it's been a long, long, long time since the last time I posted something. I'm rather ashamed to say that I had fallen during my absence from the blogging world. I became used to procrastination, resulting in a further drop in my already low grades. Everything became messed up. I want a transfer. But with the current grades I think I'm going nowhere. I want to take a term to raise my goddamn GPA.
Life sucks when you've made a bad move.
What I've learned, though, is that you gotta follow your heart, not the dazzling shine of gold, not the cold, twisting voice of so-called rationality. Go and do what you want. You won't be miserable, at least, because you can bear the pains that come with it.
Unlike my state of mind now.
If I survive this and make it out into a brighter world, I'll kneel down and thank God for His generosity. I got myself stuck, and it's a hostile world out there, but He saved me. I wish this will happen. God, I'm praying for it to happen.
Only there are two exams that I have to pass first.